I wrote someshit here but a bad nvim keybind deleted it,
anyway I don't want to type it back,
I thought perhaps I could make some shit
Turns out my mind tells me 'I'm too depressed'
'I need weed, I need tobacco, I need my money'
My money isn't coming, everyday I look since 1 month
'Your request is processing' It says
bro fuck that
Anyway Fuck the above, the main issue is that I forgot my fucking pen, in Paris.
im done im so done, i don't even want to do anything, this is pointless, until it's perhaps not
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im so good at writing fuck fast damn fuck fuck fuck fcuk FVCK FUCK fuck fuck fuck fuck fcuk fcu fu i've lost it
fuck fuck fuckf ... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck the spaces makes it too hard to do fast
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okay.
since you can't watch me type it imma put a minut timer and try to write as much fuck as possible
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i fucking suck
i clearly was not in the zone though
what's the point talking on social media platform when it's way better to talk with you ?
I don't know, noise, ig.
you can make something out of the noise.
there is few noises here.
only you and a keyboard
and the bottom text
'go back' , ... 'go home'
where is home ?
i've contemplated, looking where does it hurt
but bro i'm so mad
mind is telling me "i'm so mad"
"I don't want to do shit"
"I just want to be automatic"
"fuck everything"
"let's just rot until weed comes my way"
I'm a bit sad these are the first entries and I'm out of weed.
people say they get dumb and relaxed by smoking weed.
I become anxious and the most intelligent indivudual on planet earth when I smoke weed.
i could probably fix every suffering in the world with enough weed.
i mean lowkey i could do some insane shit.
i've got a weed pen but that shit ain't doing shit for some reasons